thank goodness today is over

Yes it bears repeating - thank goodness today is over. The day started optimistically enough. I returned to the gym after a few week break for the holidays. I felt rejuvenated and ready to tackle the day. Then I came home. What a mess. Day 14 and more deconstruction and toxic cleansers and mess. I just wonder how many more times I will need to completely clean each item in my kitchen? So I just gave up and gave in. I wallowed and felt lousy. Luckily, I seem to have snapped out of it because that feeling is awful. I realize how lucky I am: noone got hurt, my house is still standing. But sometimes the mess, the inconvenience and the not having any power to make decisions about fixing anything drives me mad! I do think everyone is entitled to a good wallow but I also realize my wallow impacts my whole family. My kids came home happy and sensed my mood - theirs immediately changed. That is not to say they can't see that I have had a bad day but we do need to filter them from some of our "stuff". I am not always great at filtering but I am trying to learn. Growing up is hard even at 40 and some lessons are easier to learn. In light of lessons, I sent out a survey trying to learn what about My Concierge Plus works and where we can improve. The feedback has been very interesting. I really appreciate all the sugestions and will do my best to fulfill all the requests. It is not always easy to read the negative feedback but like any lesson I have to learn from it and use it to better myself and our services. So all in all it was a tough day. I am glad it is over and tomorrow will start fresh with more cleaning and more optimism!